So Be It (Virgo)


 

CheryKrush


 


 Yeah I turn 48 tomorrow and proud to say this is the last year of me putting up with people that treat me like crap lol. They gone.


More Bitching LOL

 Well I guess it's nice to have an outlet to bitch on.. If you don't like it, well you don't have to read it... LOL


Well I had tachycardia this  morning. I felt weird so decided to use the kardia and found out my heart rate was over 100. Then I used the finger monitor and it went up to like 125 and back down. The kardia said tachycardia. I texted hubby on his work number and on messenger. But of course I heard nothing... he tells me to text him there when something is going on since he can't have his phone but yet never checks it..just like the other day. I will tell him about it when he calls so he can say he didn't see it or whatever.....fuck it. So I called my mom instead and went to the bathroom and took a tums. Then I kept blowing on my thumb and it finally came back down and went back to the 60s. Either I was having digestion issues again or was having anxiety about where to go for my birthday tomorrow because I was on the computer looking at different things and also annoyed about how hot it is going to bee tomorrow.


Then my mom told me how my ex friend posted on her page about looking for a roommate and how she didn't need help with groceries cause she gets help with that.. I'm like what? She was just asking me for money the other day saying she didn't have food and I stupidly sent $20 thinking she was starving... and because she said she would pay me back in a few days which was yesterday. And she sent nothing! So guess she was lying as always. And the day before she was supposed to pay me back she was asking for more money saying she needed to get her meds. Just like she gets help for food - probably snap - I know she gets Medicaid for meds. Then she didn't pay me back at all of course. So yeah, I'm done with that lying ass bitch. I don't blame that person for leaving her. I'm sure she did a bunch of fucked up shit just like she always does. She could have had a good friend that you known since high school but all she does is lie and use people and well I'm not dealing with her at all anymore now. That's what I get for having a good heart and trying to be nice.


As for my birthday tomorrow I think I just want to go to Florence instead of all the way to Charlotte. I saw a neat vegan place we can try and they have some cool antique stores and thrift stores too and they still have a decent mall with an arcade in it. I am just getting over that sickness I had and hubby has sinuitis and stuff. He got meds yesterday from Urgent care. So he would also probably prefer to not drive so far as well. Also the heat will be terrible. 109 heat index tomorrow on my birthday really pisses me off. I hate living in the south.  

But yeah I may have been conned but she is the one that lost a real friend. 


Stupid lying asshole

 I bet that lying lil bitch can't reach me anymore. I changed my google number yesterday and she will never get it. no wonder she got left. she was a shitty friend as well. no wonder they called her a liar... cause she is.  nothing but a user and a liar and i'm glad that fake ass is out of my life for good. she was never my friend. just someone she talked to when she was bored or going through shit or needed something. anyways, my birthday is tomorrow and i don't have to worry about someone texting me asking for money even on my days or even when i'm sick. glad i don't have to deal with it anymore. even when i said i can't or no she would still ask later. Been asking me for over a year straight all because one time i was nice and sent her some money on her birthday. then i tried to be nice and help a few times but she would always lie about paying me back either she wouldn't send any at all or send less than i sent her. fuck that bitch.